is anyone else, because I sure am, don't feel offended if I don't wish you a happy valentine's day, becasue I DON'T LIKE THIS DAY AT ALL!!! Yes I am a heartless, mean-spirited person for not liking this day where you give people flowers and candy and teddy bears to commemorate the HANGING OF ST Valentine's, nope that's just not for me, actually I think it's everyone else who is sad and twisted for getting all bent out of shape to shower their significant others with gifts, and then have no money for gas or other necessities the next day.. ok
have a wonderful day
ariel

 

I don't know when I got like this, I used to like it in 1st and 2nd grade, when you bought cards for all of your class and candies too, that was fun, but now it's just retarded.

 

my friend sent me these awesome valentine's cards, well actually anti-valentines cards.

one had a teddy bear that said a whole bunch of stuff like,

"did you know valentine's day actually commemorates the HANGING  of st valentine"

"to quote shakespeare, a rose by any other name, would DIE in about 4 to 5 days"

 "let me count the ways I love you, oh wait, I don't have fingers, too bad" ha ha isn't that great

"cupid, that guy creeps me out"

"come on, we all know that valentine's day was created by the greeting card industry"

"don't foget how much I love you, happy valentin-oh forget it"

 

so yeah I haven't been on here for a while, well actually I have but I haven't written anything, GenUnleashed 2007 was great, God moved so much, I had tons of fun doing powerpoint and eating red vines, and m &m's, and the worship was amazing, Next year will be awesome, but I'm committing myself to being pure until then, (and after then) ha ha. It's so hard to stay pure thee days, but then again it isn't not if we just folllow God and his word closely, lately I've been letting things slide, and I don't want to anymore, so I haven't for the past week, since the first night of genunleashed actually.

On another note, myspace is so retarded, I can't sign on , I haven't been able to since friday night. and when I asked my brother to sign on for me today It messed up his myspace and now he can't sign on , I don't konw what happened , I'm kinda frustrated, because I know I have messages, but I can't read them, I'll try again at school tomorrow, I just hope I don't mess it up there too, I mean I can get on other websites just not myspace,

I finally picked my classes for next quarter after an hour, gosh it was so hard, everything was at 9 am, all tree of my classes I wanted.

I cheer my first game on wed, Im not nervous at all, it's taken so long to finally cheer though because stupid clark administratinon has been giiving us the run-around, until my coach told them off and then, magically, they say everything our way, and they gave us our money, all of it, yippee. okey dok,e I'm gonna wrtie on this more often now that I don't have myspace anymore.

bubi

so new year's eve was quite uneventful, I went to the small group party, I played Halo 2, I only managed to get up to 3 or 4 kills, sadness, I left at 12:45, and went to bed about 2, it wasn't what I was planning though. School started on tuesday, I'm settling into my classes pretty well, I was trying to get into this american lit class, then I realized I really don't need it, so I won't take it, I was this awe4some, sometimes not-so-awesome, 2-3 hour break everyday, it's pretty great, I'm not behind on homework, and my teachers are pretty cool. especially for calc, my teacher's really enthusiastic about it, and physics, Dr. grey is the coolest teacher ever, ha ha. anyways, then there's the issue of friends, I think I'm too naive when it comes to friends, I'm too open, I let everyone into my circle and then they turn out to be something, different, maybe not bad, but definitely not good, I've been confused, but I've got God to help me through all of this. Confuzzlement, is what I'm feeling.

btw, 40 minutes of straight rap is abonoxious, annoying, unbearable, can I think of any other words, that express my frustration with rap, well mainstream rap that is. My cheer coach decided that we all needed to go to Longview to watch a basketball game instead of practice, I drove up with 4 people who coudn't stop talking about how wasted they got on New year's eve, so I am now well informed about which types of alcohol are the best, oh goody just what I wanted to know, did I mention they're all underage, o well that's another isssue, for another day, I sat there, quite looking out the window, thinking about how "happy" they were to just be wasting their lives, it was really sad and depressing, all I could do was ask God to show himself to them, they're lost and they don't even know it, or they do and don't care, either way it's sad, I came home turned on the fray and cried, I was so sad. I feel like my life is so crazy, but I'm not doing anything, so it's not busy crazy, it's just crazy, why do I feel scared when in 1 timothy 1:7 it says, "

For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

I have to live according to God's word, otherwise my life is worthless.

so yeah, I got back from seattle today like 10 minutes before I had to babysit, I was so tired, but at least I made $40, that makes me happy.

We went to the IKEA store yesterday also, wow it's humongous, it took us 2 hours just to get through the store and we skipped like 4 sections at the end ya that was fun. Plus I found a new decor for my room . When we got to Sean condo though, it was freezing because the heat hasn't been on for like 3 weeks since the wind storm and ht epower outage, and my dad had turned off all of the appliances so we had to throw everything from the fridge out, it was disgusting, I've seen chunky curdled milk too many times in my life,  *shudder* I can't get that image out of my head, and the bag of defrosted chicken, and the overall smell of rotten food. *shudder* again.o well the place is clean we spent like an hour and a half cleaning every inch of the house now it's liveable. ok I'm tired, really tired, I haven't slept for so long, good night